★ welcome to the mind of a teenage ...whatever ★

★ my journal ★

july 17th, 2025

hey GUYZ! update time (finally. i need to lock the freak in on this journal thing,). it's still summer break! i'm gonna dye my hair red. my mom is undecided on whether she is letting me do my whole head, or just streaks. i wanna be like red hair era gerard way. (but a little darker). speaking of gee... mcr tour started !!! if you know what happpned at the seattle show... kudos to you, because WHAT. insane plot. no spoilers here for if you don't know, but HOLY CRAP. anyways, second show is in two days. absolutely terrifying to think i'm going to summer camp next week and won't be able to keep tabs on it because of tech restrictions. yk what else is in two days? FRIEND DATE! i'm going to see this new movie, "elio", with my friend. she's actually more than a friend. a lot more. saying that we're 'talking' is so cringe but whatever. I AM CRINGE BUT I AM FREEEE!!! that's actually not true. i'm not free at all. but at least i'm not scared of being cringe? - lanie < / 3

june 28th, 2025

me and that guy broke up. or i broke up with him. couple weeks ago. i've moved on, but that felt like something to get out of the way first. anyways. i saw pierce the veil at the I CANT HEAR YOU TOUR. freaking life altering. second time ive seen them, but the hyperfixation has only GROWN since the time before this. now. on to more important things. ahem. "amazing new mexico sunset. i’m hanging on a bridge with my friend mikey way from my chem. its all orange and pink above us. we went to another waterpark again. i love high fives again. totally back in love. saw the most amazing movie… i think its called spirited away. watch it. " - pete wentz, on july 28th, 2005 (20 years ago today). making petekey history, just casually on his live jounal. : / I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!! - lanie < / 3

june 12th, 2025

promise not kept >.< i been busy... doing i don't even know what dawg. i'm on summer break now, so i went to the mall wih my best friend today!! had fun. it's her birthday tmrw. im going to her party. oh also me and that guy are dating now. todays our one month anniversary (is that a real thing people celebrate?). he's chill nn i really like him. i havent done anything on this is a while. idk im js so tired lately. it's really dragging down my mood. sighh. at least there's my chemical romance! :P - lanie < / 3

april 15th, 2025

WOAH THERE BRODIE!!! hi guyz. im like lowkey going crzy rn so uhh. slow updates, yeah? anywayz. i really like that guy. i think he could possibly like me back, but i might just be crazy. i go crazy over hima n yap abt him all day to anyone that will listen. its a problem. he's a geek, he likes gaming, dnd, and robots. i like dnd and his smile. we work well. he listens to me yap. yap yap yap. hes my friend tho so i don't wanna mess things up between us if he DOESN'T like me back. but i dont think he's ever had a girl show interest in him before, so yk to each his own igz. ALSO. THE MCR STUFF?? THE REMASTER??? THE 4K VIDEOS?? illi mcFREAKINGmillin??? i been tweakin out lately. ok, bye!! i wanna do sum more customizing now. updates will be more regular now, i pROMISe! - lanie < / 3

march 20th, 2025

so uh. hi! i swear i didn't forget about this, i was just really busy. but it's spring break now! gosh how time flies. i got my end of school year formal dress yesterday. it looks nice. i don't have a date yet. idk if i will. i don't really like anyone. that girl rejected me so yk. then there's this guy that's really funny, but he would never ask me. no one asks people anymore. i'll probably just go with a friend. - lanie < / 3

february 10th, 2025

heyyy..! this weekend was fun! boring but fun. my outside of school friends are trying to revive the dnd group, so i always have stuff to talk about with them. eagles won superbowl, and i guess that was cool. not really a football person tho? i go back to school tomorrow, so thats exciting. ALSO TODAY IS VIC FUENTES' BIRTHDAY!! everyone say happy birthday. he deserves it!! valentines day is friday, but idk how to feel cz im like... alone. lol. - lanie < / 3

february 7th, 2025

rahh!! i missed school today and caught up on work. me and my mom went and got chili cheese fries today. two more days till superbowl & three more days till vic fuentes' birthday. i'm not really a football person, but kendrick lamar is playing the halftime show so it should be kinda cool. and i dont have school monday cs of some holiday, so i dont have to go back till tuesday (its friday rn). i wanna see the girl i like soo bad thooo!!! ive been messaging her all week, but i havent seen her since last friday bc the only day i went to school this week was monday, and she was out for the day without an immigrant protest thing. shes so perfect dude. like i know no one's perfect but like. she kinda is. - lanie < / 3

february 6th, 2025

hi guyz ^__^ i just made this textbox and i'm actually really proud of myself. crazy huh? im actually getting good at this whole css thing!! next stop: blinkies and formatting. how? I HAVE NO CLUE, SEND HELP. but i just got back from vacation and i dont wanna stress myself out with that quite yet. i went to big bear with my family! did you know vic fuentes wrote most of misadventures in a cabin in big bear? there was probably quite a difference between my little rental condo-cabin and the cabin he would've rented, but thats still crazy to think ive done the same things as him before. hes a cool guy, and doing the same things as him almost makes me cool too. right? dont answer that. - lanie < / 3